I woke up today and thought that I might die of indecision. I have so many options but I don't really feel like making choices. I have been procrastinating, over eating, and getting stressed. It's like my life won't slow down so I'm trying to make slow down by not caring. But I DO care, that's the problem. I care so much but I can't focus on it right now. This is no time for me to cry, or to be sad, or to be happy even. It's a time for me to get through what needs to be done. College. Beauty & the Beast. Sweeney Todd. My life feels more complicated than ever before and I don't know why. I want to get this year done with so that there might be another chance to feel something again.